"If this open weather holds much longer," said Mrs.Jennings, when they met at breakfast the following morning, "Sir John will not like leaving Barton next week;'tis a sad thing for sportsmen to lose a day's pleasure.
Poor souls! I always pity them when they do; they seem to take it so much to heart.""That is true," cried Marianne, in a cheerful voice, and walking to the window as she spoke, to examine the day.
"I had not thought of that.This weather will keep many sportsmen in the country."It was a lucky recollection, all her good spirits were restored by it."It is charming weather for THEM indeed,"she continued, as she sat down to the breakfast table with a happy countenance."How much they must enjoy it! But" (with a little return of anxiety) "it cannot be expected to last long.At this time of the year, and after such a series of rain, we shall certainly have very little more of it.Frosts will soon set in, and in all probability with severity.In another day or two perhaps; this extreme mildness can hardly last longer--nay, perhaps it may freeze tonight!""At any rate," said Elinor, wishing to prevent Mrs.Jennings from seeing her sister's thoughts as clearly as she did, "I dare say we shall have Sir John and Lady Middleton in town by the end of next week.""Ay, my dear, I'll warrant you we do.
Mary always has her own way."
"And now," silently conjectured Elinor, "she will write to Combe by this day's post."But if she DID, the letter was written and sent away with a privacy which eluded all her watchfulness to ascertain the fact.Whatever the truth of it might be, and far as Elinor was from feeling thorough contentment about it, yet while she saw Marianne in spirits, she could not be very uncomfortable herself.And Marianne was in spirits;happy in the mildness of the weather, and still happier in her expectation of a frost.
The morning was chiefly spent in leaving cards at the houses of Mrs.Jennings's acquaintance to inform them of her being in town; and Marianne was all the time busy in observing the direction of the wind, watching the variations of the sky and imagining an alteration in the air.
"Don't you find it colder than it was in the morning, Elinor? There seems to me a very decided difference.
I can hardly keep my hands warm even in my muff.It was not so yesterday, I think.The clouds seem parting too, the sun will be out in a moment, and we shall have a clear afternoon."Elinor was alternately diverted and pained;but Marianne persevered, and saw every night in the brightness of the fire, and every morning in the appearance of the atmosphere, the certain symptoms of approaching frost.
The Miss Dashwoods had no greater reason to be dissatisfied with Mrs.Jennings's style of living, and set of acquaintance, than with her behaviour to themselves, which was invariably kind.Every thing in her household arrangements was conducted on the most liberal plan, and excepting a few old city friends, whom, to Lady Middleton's regret, she had never dropped, she visited no one to whom an introduction could at all discompose the feelings of her young companions.Pleased to find herself more comfortably situated in that particular than she had expected, Elinor was very willing to compound for the want of much real enjoyment from any of their evening parties, which, whether at home or abroad, formed only for cards, could have little to amuse her.
Colonel Brandon, who had a general invitation to the house, was with them almost every day; he came to look at Marianne and talk to Elinor, who often derived more satisfaction from conversing with him than from any other daily occurrence, but who saw at the same time with much concern his continued regard for her sister.
She feared it was a strengthening regard.It grieved her to see the earnestness with which he often watched Marianne, and his spirits were certainly worse than when at Barton.
About a week after their arrival, it became certain that Willoughby was also arrived.His card was on the table when they came in from the morning's drive.
"Good God!" cried Marianne, "he has been here while we were out." Elinor, rejoiced to be assured of his being in London, now ventured to say, "Depend upon it, he will call again tomorrow." But Marianne seemed hardly to hear her, and on Mrs.Jenning's entrance, escaped with the precious card.
This event, while it raised the spirits of Elinor, restored to those of her sister all, and more than all, their former agitation.From this moment her mind was never quiet; the expectation of seeing him every hour of the day, made her unfit for any thing.She insisted on being left behind, the next morning, when the others went out.
Elinor's thoughts were full of what might be passing in Berkeley Street during their absence; but a moment's glance at her sister when they returned was enough to inform her, that Willoughby had paid no second visit there.
A note was just then brought in, and laid on the table, "For me!" cried Marianne, stepping hastily forward.
"No, ma'am, for my mistress."
But Marianne, not convinced, took it instantly up.
"It is indeed for Mrs.Jennings; how provoking!""You are expecting a letter, then?" said Elinor, unable to be longer silent.
"Yes, a little--not much."
After a short pause."You have no confidence in me, Marianne.""Nay, Elinor, this reproach from YOU--you who have confidence in no one!""Me!" returned Elinor in some confusion; "indeed, Marianne, I have nothing to tell.""Nor I," answered Marianne with energy, "our situations then are alike.We have neither of us any thing to tell;you, because you do not communicate, and I, because I conceal nothing."Elinor, distressed by this charge of reserve in herself, which she was not at liberty to do away, knew not how, under such circumstances, to press for greater openness in Marianne.