书城公版Sense and Sensibility
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第4章

"To be sure," said she, "it is better than parting with fifteen hundred pounds at once.But, then, if Mrs.Dashwood should live fifteen years we shall be completely taken in.""Fifteen years! my dear Fanny; her life cannot be worth half that purchase.""Certainly not; but if you observe, people always live for ever when there is an annuity to be paid them;and she is very stout and healthy, and hardly forty.

An annuity is a very serious business; it comes over and over every year, and there is no getting rid of it.You are not aware of what you are doing.

I have known a great deal of the trouble of annuities;for my mother was clogged with the payment of three to old superannuated servants by my father's will, and it is amazing how disagreeable she found it.

Twice every year these annuities were to be paid; and then there was the trouble of getting it to them; and then one of them was said to have died, and afterwards it turned out to be no such thing.My mother was quite sick of it.

Her income was not her own, she said, with such perpetual claims on it; and it was the more unkind in my father, because, otherwise, the money would have been entirely at my mother's disposal, without any restriction whatever.

It has given me such an abhorrence of annuities, that I am sure I would not pin myself down to the payment of one for all the world.""It is certainly an unpleasant thing," replied Mr.Dashwood, "to have those kind of yearly drains on one's income.

One's fortune, as your mother justly says, is NOT one's own.

To be tied down to the regular payment of such a sum, on every rent day, is by no means desirable: it takes away one's independence.""Undoubtedly; and after all you have no thanks for it.

They think themselves secure, you do no more than what is expected, and it raises no gratitude at all.If I were you, whatever I did should be done at my own discretion entirely.

I would not bind myself to allow them any thing yearly.

It may be very inconvenient some years to spare a hundred, or even fifty pounds from our own expenses.""I believe you are right, my love; it will be better that there should by no annuity in the case; whatever Imay give them occasionally will be of far greater assistance than a yearly allowance, because they would only enlarge their style of living if they felt sure of a larger income, and would not be sixpence the richer for it at the end of the year.It will certainly be much the best way.

A present of fifty pounds, now and then, will prevent their ever being distressed for money, and will, I think, be amply discharging my promise to my father.""To be sure it will.Indeed, to say the truth, I am convinced within myself that your father had no idea of your giving them any money at all.The assistance he thought of, I dare say, was only such as might be reasonably expected of you; for instance, such as looking out for a comfortable small house for them, helping them to move their things, and sending them presents of fish and game, and so forth, whenever they are in season.

I'll lay my life that he meant nothing farther; indeed, it would be very strange and unreasonable if he did.

Do but consider, my dear Mr.Dashwood, how excessively comfortable your mother-in-law and her daughters may live on the interest of seven thousand pounds, besides the thousand pounds belonging to each of the girls, which brings them in fifty pounds a year a-piece, and, of course, they will pay their mother for their board out of it.

Altogether, they will have five hundred a-year amongst them, and what on earth can four women want for more than that?--They will live so cheap! Their housekeeping will be nothing at all.They will have no carriage, no horses, and hardly any servants; they will keep no company, and can have no expenses of any kind! Only conceive how comfortable they will be! Five hundred a year! I am sure I cannot imagine how they will spend half of it;and as to your giving them more, it is quite absurd to think of it.They will be much more able to give YOU something.""Upon my word," said Mr.Dashwood, "I believe you are perfectly right.My father certainly could mean nothing more by his request to me than what you say.

I clearly understand it now, and I will strictly fulfil my engagement by such acts of assistance and kindness to them as you have described.When my mother removes into another house my services shall be readily given to accommodate her as far as I can.Some little present of furniture too may be acceptable then.""Certainly," returned Mrs.John Dashwood.

"But, however, ONE thing must be considered.When your father and mother moved to Norland, though the furniture of Stanhill was sold, all the china, plate, and linen was saved, and is now left to your mother.Her house will therefore be almost completely fitted up as soon as she takes it.""That is a material consideration undoubtedly.

A valuable legacy indeed! And yet some of the plate would have been a very pleasant addition to our own stock here.""Yes; and the set of breakfast china is twice as handsome as what belongs to this house.A great deal too handsome, in my opinion, for any place THEYcan ever afford to live in.But, however, so it is.

Your father thought only of THEM.And I must say this:

that you owe no particular gratitude to him, nor attention to his wishes; for we very well know that if he could, he would have left almost everything in the world to THEM."This argument was irresistible.It gave to his intentions whatever of decision was wanting before; and he finally resolved, that it would be absolutely unnecessary, if not highly indecorous, to do more for the widow and children of his father, than such kind of neighbourly acts as his own wife pointed out.