书城公版THE BATTLE OF LIFE
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第20章

Now, too, the fire took fresh courage, favoured by the lively wind the dance awakened, and burnt clear and high.It was the Genius of the room, and present everywhere.It shone in people's eyes, it sparkled in the jewels on the snowy necks of girls, it twinkled at their ears as if it whispered to them slyly, it flashed about their waists, it flickered on the ground and made it rosy for their feet, it bloomed upon the ceiling that its glow might set off their bright faces, and it kindled up a general illumination in Mrs.

Craggs's little belfry.

Now, too, the lively air that fanned it, grew less gentle as the music quickened and the dance proceeded with new spirit; and a breeze arose that made the leaves and berries dance upon the wall, as they had often done upon the trees; and the breeze rustled in the room as if an invisible company of fairies, treading in the foot-steps of the good substantial revellers, were whirling after them.Now, too, no feature of the Doctor's face could be distinguished as he spun and spun; and now there seemed a dozen Birds of Paradise in fitful flight; and now there were a thousand little bells at work; and now a fleet of flying skirts was ruffled by a little tempest, when the music gave in, and the dance was over.

Hot and breathless as the Doctor was, it only made him the more impatient for Alfred's coming.

'Anything been seen, Britain? Anything been heard?'

'Too dark to see far, sir.Too much noise inside the house to hear.'

'That's right! The gayer welcome for him.How goes the time?'

'Just twelve, sir.He can't be long, sir.'

'Stir up the fire, and throw another log upon it,' said the Doctor.

'Let him see his welcome blazing out upon the night - good boy! -as he comes along!'

He saw it - Yes! From the chaise he caught the light, as he turned the corner by the old church.He knew the room from which it shone.He saw the wintry branches of the old trees between the light and him.He knew that one of those trees rustled musically in the summer time at the window of Marion's chamber.

The tears were in his eyes.His heart throbbed so violently that he could hardly bear his happiness.How often he had thought of this time - pictured it under all circumstances - feared that it might never come - yearned, and wearied for it - far away!

Again the light! Distinct and ruddy; kindled, he knew, to give him welcome, and to speed him home.He beckoned with his hand, and waved his hat, and cheered out, loud, as if the light were they, and they could see and hear him, as he dashed towards them through the mud and mire, triumphantly.

Stop! He knew the Doctor, and understood what he had done.He would not let it be a surprise to them.But he could make it one, yet, by going forward on foot.If the orchard-gate were open, he could enter there; if not, the wall was easily climbed, as he knew of old; and he would be among them in an instant.

He dismounted from the chaise, and telling the driver - even that was not easy in his agitation - to remain behind for a few minutes, and then to follow slowly, ran on with exceeding swiftness, tried the gate, scaled the wall, jumped down on the other side, and stood panting in the old orchard.

There was a frosty rime upon the trees, which, in the faint light of the clouded moon, hung upon the smaller branches like dead garlands.Withered leaves crackled and snapped beneath his feet, as he crept softly on towards the house.The desolation of a winter night sat brooding on the earth, and in the sky.But, the red light came cheerily towards him from the windows; figures passed and repassed there; and the hum and murmur of voices greeted his ear sweetly.

Listening for hers: attempting, as he crept on, to detach it from the rest, and half believing that he heard it: he had nearly reached the door, when it was abruptly opened, and a figure coming out encountered his.It instantly recoiled with a half-suppressed cry.

'Clemency,' he said, 'don't you know me?'

'Don't come in!' she answered, pushing him back.'Go away.Don't ask me why.Don't come in.'

'What is the matter?' he exclaimed.

'I don't know.I - I am afraid to think.Go back.Hark!'

There was a sudden tumult in the house.She put her hands upon her ears.A wild scream, such as no hands could shut out, was heard;and Grace - distraction in her looks and manner - rushed out at the door.

'Grace!' He caught her in his arms.'What is it! Is she dead!'

She disengaged herself, as if to recognise his face, and fell down at his feet.

A crowd of figures came about them from the house.Among them was her father, with a paper in his hand.

'What is it!' cried Alfred, grasping his hair with his hands, and looking in an agony from face to face, as he bent upon his knee beside the insensible girl.'Will no one look at me? Will no one speak to me? Does no one know me? Is there no voice among you all, to tell me what it is!'

There was a murmur among them.'She is gone.'

'Gone!' he echoed.

'Fled, my dear Alfred!' said the Doctor, in a broken voice, and with his hands before his face.'Gone from her home and us.To-night! She writes that she has made her innocent and blameless choice - entreats that we will forgive her - prays that we will not forget her - and is gone.'

'With whom? Where?'

He started up, as if to follow in pursuit; but, when they gave way to let him pass, looked wildly round upon them, staggered back, and sunk down in his former attitude, clasping one of Grace's cold hands in his own.

There was a hurried running to and fro, confusion, noise, disorder, and no purpose.Some proceeded to disperse themselves about the roads, and some took horse, and some got lights, and some conversed together, urging that there was no trace or track to follow.Some approached him kindly, with the view of offering consolation; some admonished him that Grace must be removed into the house, and that he prevented it.He never heard them, and he never moved.

The snow fell fast and thick.He looked up for a moment in the air, and thought that those white ashes strewn upon his hopes and misery, were suited to them well.He looked round on the whitening ground, and thought how Marion's foot-prints would be hushed and covered up, as soon as made, and even that remembrance of her blotted out.But he never felt the weather and he never stirred.