书城公版Indian Summer of a Forsyte
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第117章

Out in the crowd against the railings,with his arm hooked in Annette's,Soames waited.Yes!the Age was passing!What with this Trade Unionism,and Labour fellows in the House of Commons,with continental fiction,and something in the general feel of everything,not to be expressed in words,things were very different;he recalled the crowd on Mafeking night,and George Forsyte saying:"They're all socialists,they want our goods."Like James,Soames didn't know,he couldn't tell--with Edward on the throne!Things would never be as safe again as under good old Viccy!Convulsively he pressed his young wife's arm.There,at any rate,was something substantially his own,domestically certain again at last;something which made property worth while--a real thing once more.Pressed close against her and trying to ward others off,Soames was content.The crowd swayed round them,ate sandwiches and dropped crumbs;boys who had climbed the plane-trees chattered above like monkeys,threw twigs and orange-peel.It was past time;they should be coming soon!And,suddenly,a little behind them to the left,he saw a tallish man with a soft hat and short grizzling beard,and a tallish woman in a little round fur cap and veil.Jolyon and Irene talking,smiling at each other,close together like Annette and himself!They had not seen him;and stealthily,with a very queer feeling in his heart,Soames watched those two.They looked happy!What had they come here for--inherently illicit creatures,rebels from the Victorian ideal?

What business had they in this crowd?Each of them twice exiled by morality--making a boast,as it were,of love and laxity!He watched them fascinated;admitting grudgingly even with his arm thrust through Annette's that--that she--Irene--No!he would not admit it;and he turned his eyes away.He would not see them,and let the old bitterness,the old longing rise up within him!And then Annette turned to him and said:"Those two people,Soames;they know you,I am sure.Who are they?"

Soames nosed sideways.

"What people?"

"There,you see them;just turning away.They know you.""No,"Soames answered;"a mistake,my dear."

"A lovely face!And how she walk!Elle est tres distinguee!"Soames looked then.Into his life,out of his life she had walked like that swaying and erect,remote,unseizabIe;ever eluding the contact of his soul!He turned abruptly from that receding vision of the past.

"You'd better attend,"he said,"they're coming now!"But while he stood,grasping her arm,seemingly intent on the head of the procession,he was quivering with the sense of always missing something,with instinctive regret that he had not got them both.

Slow came the music and the march,till,in silence,the long line wound in through the Park gate.He heard Annette whisper,"How sad it is and beautiful!"felt the clutch of her hand as she stood up on tiptoe;and the crowd's emotion gripped him.There it was--the bier of the Queen,coffin of the Age slow passing!And as it went by there came a murmuring groan from all the long line of those who watched,a sound such as Soames had never heard,so unconscious,primitive,deep and wild,that neither he nor any knew whether they had joined in uttering it.Strange sound,indeed!Tribute of an Age to its own death.Ah!Ah!.The hold on life had slipped.That which had seemed eternal was gone!The Queen--God bless her!

It moved on with the bier,that travelling groan,as a fire moves on over grass in a thin line;it kept step,and marched alongside down the dense crowds mile after mile.It was a human sound,and yet inhuman,pushed out by animal subconsciousness,by intimate knowledge of universal death and change.None of us--none of us can hold on for ever!

It left silence for a little--a very little time,till tongues began,eager to retrieve interest in the show.Soames lingered just long enough to gratify Annette,then took her out of the Park to lunch at his father's in Park Lane.

James had spent the morning gazing out of his bedroom window.The last show he would see,last of so many!So she was gone!Well,she was getting an old woman.Swithin and he had seen her crowned--slim slip of a girl,not so old as Imogen!She had got very stout of late.Jolyon and he had seen her married to that German chap,her husband--he had turned out all right before he died,and left her with that son of his.And he remembered the many evenings he and his brothers and their cronies had wagged their heads over their wine and walnuts and that fellow in his salad days.And now he had come to the throne.They said he had steadied down--he didn't know--couldn't tell!He'd make the money fly still,he shouldn't wonder.What a lot of people out there!It didn't seem so very long since he and Swithin stood in the crowd outside Westminster Abbey when she was crowned,and Swithin had taken him to Cremorne afterwards--racketty chap,Swithin;no,it didn't seem much longer ago than Jubilee Year,when he had joined with Roger in renting a balcony in Piccadilly.

Jolyon,Swithin,Roger all gone,and he would be ninety in August!

And there was Soames married again to a French girl.The French were a queer lot,but they made good mothers,he had heard.Things changed!They said this German Emperor was here for the funeral,his telegram to old Kruger had been in shocking taste.He should not be surprised if that chap made trouble some day.Change!H'm!

Well,they must look after themselves when he was gone:he didn't know where he'd be!And now Emily had asked Dartie to lunch,with Winifred and Imogen,to meet Soames'wife--she was always doing something.And there was Irene living with that fellow Jolyon,they said.He'd marry her now,he supposed.

'My brother Jolyon,'he thought,'what would he have said to it all?'And somehow the utter impossibility of knowing what his elder brother,once so looked up to,would have said,so worried James that he got up from his chair by the window,and began slowly,feebly to pace the room.