"He led a lost cause, and he was not afraid of God's thunderbolts,"Wolf Larsen was saying."Hurled into hell, he was unbeaten.A third of God's angels he had led with him, and straightway he incited man to rebel against God, and gained for himself and hell the major portion of all the generations of man.Why was he beaten out of heaven? Because he was less brave than God? less proud? less aspiring? No! A thousand times no! God was more powerful, as he said, Whom thunder hath made greater.But Lucifer was a free spirit.To serve was to suffocate.He preferred suffering in freedom to all the happiness of a comfortable servility.He did not care to serve God.He cared to serve nothing.He was no figurehead.He stood on his own legs.He was an individual.""The first anarchist," Maud laughed, rising and preparing to withdraw to her state-room.
"Then it is good to be an anarchist!" he cried.He, too, had risen, and he stood facing her, where she had paused at the door of her room, as he went on: "`Here at least We shall be free; the Almighty hath not built Here for his envy; will not drive us hence; Here we may reign secure; and in my choice To reign is worth ambition, though in hell: Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven.'"It was the defiant cry of a mighty spirit.The cabin still rang with his voice, as he stood there, swaying, his bronzed face shining, his head up and dominant, and his eyes, golden and masculine, intensely masculine and insistently soft, flashing upon Maud at the door.
Again that unnamable and unmistakable terror was in her eyes, and she said, almost in a whisper, "You are Lucifer."The door closed and she was gone.He stood staring after her for a minute, then returned to himself and to me.
"I'll relieve Louis at the wheel," he said shortly, "and call upon you to relieve at midnight.Better turn in now and get some sleep."He pulled on a pair of mittens, put on his cap, and ascended the companion-stairs, while I followed his suggestion by going to bed.For some unknown reason, prompted mysteriously, I did not undress, but lay down fully clothed.For a time I listened to the clamor in the steerage and marvelled upon the love which had come to me; but my sleep on the Ghost had become most healthful and natural, and soon the songs and cries died away, my eyes closed, and my consciousness sank down into the half-death of slumber.
I knew not what had aroused me, but I found myself out of my bunk, on my feet, wide awake, my soul vibrating to the warning of danger as it might have thrilled to a trumpet call.I threw open the door.The cabin light was burning low.I saw Maud, my Maud, straining and struggling and crushed in the embrace of Wolf Larsen's arms.I could see the vain beat and flutter of her as she strove, pressing her face against his breast, to escape from him.All this saw on the very instant of seeing and as I sprang forward.
I struck him with my fist, on the face, as he raised his head, but it was a puny blow.He roared in a ferocious, animal-like way, and gave me a shove with his hand.It was only a shove, a flirt of the wrist, yet so tremendous was his strength that I was hurled backward as from a catapult.
I struck the door of the state-room which had formerly been Mugridge's, splintering and smashing the panels with the impact of my body.I struggled to my feet, with difficulty dragging myself clear of the wrecked door, unaware of any hurt whatever.I was conscious only of an overmastering rage.I think I, too, cried aloud, as I drew the knife at my hip and sprang forward a second time.
But something had happened.They were reeling apart.I was close upon him, my knife uplifted, but I withheld the blow.I was puzzled by the strangeness of it.Maud was leaning against the wall, one hand out for support; but he was staggering, his left hand pressed against his forehead and covering his eyes, and with the right he was groping about him in a dazed sort of way.It struck against the wall, and his body seemed to express a muscular and physical relief at the contact, as though he had found his bearings, his location in space as well as something against which to lean.
Then I saw red again.All my wrongs and humiliations flashed upon me with a dazzling brightness, all that I had suffered and others had suffered at his hands, all the enormity of the man's very existence.I sprang upon him, blindly, insanely, and drove the knife into his shoulder.I knew, then, that it was no more than a flesh wound, -- had felt the steel grate on his shoulder-blade, -- and I raised the knife to strike at a more vital part.
But Maud had seen my first blow, and she cried, "Don't! Please don't!"I dropped my arm for a moment, and a moment only.Again the knife was raised, and Wolf Larsen would have surely died had she not stepped between.
Her arms were around me, her hair was brushing my face.My pulse rushed up in an unwonted manner, yet my rage mounted with it.She looked me bravely in the eyes.
"For my sake," she begged.
"I would kill him for your sake!" I cried, trying to free my arm without hurting her.
"Hush!" she said, and laid her fingers lightly on my lips.could have kissed them, had I dared, even then, in my rage, the touch of them was so sweet, so very sweet."Please, please," she pleaded, and she disarmed me by the words, as I was to discover they would ever disarm me.
I stepped back, separating from her, and replaced the knife in its sheath.
I looked at Wolf Larsen.He still pressed his left hand against his forehead.
It covered his eyes.His head was bowed.He seemed to have grown limp.
His body was sagging at the hips, his great shoulders were drooping and shrinking forward.
"Van Weyden!" he called hoarsely, and with a note of fright in his voice.
"Oh, Van Weyden! where are you?"
I looked at Maud.She did not speak, but nodded her head.
"Here I am," I answered, stepping to his side."What is the matter?""Help me to a seat," he said, in the same hoarse, frightened voice.
"I am a sick man, a very sick man, Hump," he said, as he left my sustaining grip and sank into a chair.